Posts in depression
Struggling to Find Meaning, a Full Moon in the Dark Level of Darkness
Struggling to Find Meaning, a Full Moon in the Dark Level of Darkness

It felt like a black pit of nothing. Not despair or sadness or even emptiness. It was just..nothing.
So that’s cool..Whatever. I'm fine. My life has absolutely no meaning after years of thinking and believing and really working at building trust in my guts and intuition annnnnnnnd none of it is true. Its all..nothing.
This is getting dark..

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depression, Personal Process StuffBellow Wingstruggle, depression, meditationComment
Post Travel Depression Fog
Post Travel Depression Fog

I'm in the thickest of fogs, not quite sure when I entered and at this exact moment, collecting myself after losing my shit, totally lost in the middle of it. And yet..I'm still in the middle of it. I think the hard part may be that I have no idea where I am in relation to..ANYTHING! I'm just…sort of…here.

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depression, travelBellow Wingbellow wing, depression, travel, woo, badass woman, sadness, unknown, personal, journal, adventure, cant make sense, its happeningComment